... And I'm The Happiest I Have Ever Been

Hello, here's my story. It's kind of long but ill try to make it as short as possible while still hitting most of the important stuff.
At the age of 21 I met an older man that, at the time, I thought was the love of my life. He sort of "rescued" from a bad place. He was handsome, charming, and he took care of me. We ended up being together for 7 years and tried for a long time to have a child together and it never happened. I was sure I couldn't have kids. Throughout that time he was both mentally and verbally abusive and I found out later on that he also cheated on me our entire relationship. He got really bad on drugs and it ruined him. The relationship changed me alot as well. I developed really bad anxiety and depression and battled that for a long time before seeking help. I finally found the courage to leave him and two months later he went to my house when I wasn't home and hung himself in my basement. That had to have been the worst moment in my life and I never wish something like that on anyone. It sent me into a downward spiral and I lost everything that I worked so hard to build up after we broke up. I drank and did drugs and just didn't care about anything. Fast forward a year later and I started talking to a wonderful guy that I met on Facebook. We decided to meet in person and we fell for each other and I sobered up and two years later, I have a beautiful 3 month old daughter and a loving, kind, caring man and im the happiest I have ever been. I couldn't ask for a better life. I look back at everything I went through and it all led me to where I am now. 

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